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28 Jan, 2010

150/PPE

Posted by: joymanning In: Personal Prohibition Experiment.| Weigh In| Working out

27 days down/4 days to go

You may have noticed I didn’t post yesterday. First of all, I have an extremely unpleasant and mysterious back pain that I told you about on Tuesday. It’s still here, giving me grief, and, worst of all, keeping me out of my desk chair. Sitting hurts the most. It’s a bummer. I haven’t been out running, fearing I’ll make it worse, which puts me in a miserable mood.

Also, I drank on Tuesday night. Nothing extreme–I had two drinks over dinner. The fact is that I was just getting really angry at myself for sticking to a program that had outlived it’s usefulness for me. I think I have learned some valuable things:

  • In spite of my alcoholic lineage, I myself am definitely not an alcoholic.
  • Booze does not affect my weight as much as I hoped/feared it did.
  • Drinking has a large impact on my sleep.
  • Limited drinking affects my overall moodiness is a positive way.

I didn’t think I needed any more data with regard to these findings. Another reason I decided to have those drinks is because I’m anxious to start living what I believe will be my new approach to drinking. I want to see that I won’t go back to my auto-drinking old ways. I still plan not to drink over the weekend, not for the sake of this project, but because I hope in the future to drink only once or twice a week.

All in all, three drinks during the entire month is more success than failure. Especially considering how much I generally suck at depriving myself of anything.

Oh, one more thing. In other news, I just scheduled my first personal training session. How long have I been yammering about wanting to do it? I mean, OK, it’s expensive, but I have a little money saved for something special, and what could possibly be a better gift to myself? And seriously, I can’t stand this back pain. If I can protect myself from future occurrences with some strength training, I’ve got to try. I’ll let you know how it goes.

13 Responses to "150/PPE"

1 | ElJayBee

January 28th, 2010 at 10:26 am

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Experiments are all about testing theories and learning from the results. Sounds like your experiment has been a success! Have you been trying Advil/ibuprofren for the back pain?

2 | joymanning

January 28th, 2010 at 10:27 am

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I’ve been taking Tylenol, which seems to help somewhat.

3 | maggie

January 28th, 2010 at 12:24 pm

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Hurray for personal training! An excellent gift to yourself, and a great way to get some tips on strengthening back-protecting muscles. And it will be fun.

4 | Tracey

January 28th, 2010 at 12:43 pm

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You can’t see it, but I’m giving you two thumbs up for future injury prevention!

5 | Mary Jo

January 28th, 2010 at 1:23 pm

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I am truly sorry that you are still experiencing back pain. I know completely how unbearable back pain can be. I live with it almost every day of my life, some days much worse than other days. I think that if you take Alleve, you might notice some improvement in your pain. Trust me, I wouldn’t steer you wrong. I’ve taken a lot of stuff over the years to alleviate back pain and the Alleve is by far the best over the counter medicine.

6 | Buckeye Betty

January 28th, 2010 at 1:37 pm

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Congratulations on the personal training. It is the best gift I ever gave myself. It’s challenging, but it is fun and educational. I learned a ton about exercise and my body (and I no longer suffer from chronic knee pain). Enjoy!

7 | Jen Miller

January 28th, 2010 at 5:29 pm

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I think personal training is a smart move. It can really help – a few lessons can make a huge lifetime impact.

8 | Brigid Kaelin

January 28th, 2010 at 6:59 pm

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Awesome about the personal trainer. And you’ve done great on the experiment. I still think it’s great you can have one or two treats and not go overboard. It’s a good thing to know about yourself.

The only thing that ever relieves my back pain, which is always stress-related for me, is swimming. I know you used to swim … maybe that’s what you need. Although, I’m the first to admit that swimming in the wintertime is NOT appealing. I’ve been trying to talk myself into doing it for weeks now, and I just can’t move.

Thanks for the encouraging comments over on my blog, by the way. I went to the bookstore, browsed cookbooks, then just came back home and made chocolate chip cookies. I felt a little better, but now I’ve eaten 7 cookies and who knows how much dough …

Maybe I should be calling a personal trainer.

9 | bethh

January 28th, 2010 at 7:40 pm

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Hurray for the personal trainer! I hope you find it a really great experience.

I’m glad the experience was so positive for you. I think the insights you gained into how alcohol does (and does not!) affect your sleep, weight, and moods are really valuable. Thanks for sharing it with us! And I hope your back gets better.

10 | joymanning

January 28th, 2010 at 8:55 pm

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Thanks, Beth. Hopefully my future of moderate drinking will be smooth sailing!

11 | joymanning

January 28th, 2010 at 8:57 pm

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Ah, I do love to swim. Just yesterday I told Dan I wished for access to a big beautiful pool. He scoffed at me. Then I told him he never wishes for anything. I demanded he wish for something. He said “a hundred million dollars.” Then I would make him buy me a pool!

12 | joymanning

January 28th, 2010 at 8:58 pm

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BuckeyeBetty, I’m so encouraged that you found it worth while. I hope to have the same positive experience!

13 | helen

January 29th, 2010 at 2:04 pm

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I’ve always had a love/hate relationship with personal training. Hate it while I am doing it, love it when I am finished.
It’s not the worst thing in the world that you drank. However, if your GOAL was “to not drink” for the month of January, now you cant say you did that.

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